w i sh in g u p on a s t ar

2007-01-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

please cross your fingers and hope you can see this

2006-10-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

world trade centre taught me to treasure my loved ones.
so did my grandfather's sudden passing.
heard the news after we bought movie tickets.

i can't confirm that he is saved.
but that's what i believe.
he has always been there,
a part of me.
i'll miss you,
and i'll see you again.
i know you're in some place better..

treasure them.

2006-09-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

blog posts that just make you reflect,
i want to know why too,
i don't want to do something i'll regret doing,
the best solution sometimes,
may be just to not do anything at all.

wo men dou xu yao yong qi,

they come, they go.
just hope you're still doing well,
well, of course you are,
aren't we all.
but every ending opens new doors right.

scrubs today was quite different,
even a comedy can make you think.
so many things can happen,
is there really a God above,
why,
why do we still suffer,
shouldn't we treasure everything we have now,
before its too late.
before its really too late.

maybe we are just trapped,
in the vicious cycle,
not of poverty of course.

well, wanna spare us from the whole thing,
the misery.

i can't do this all on my own,
no, i know,
i'm no superman.

2006-09-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xing,
hui be xiao xin shang hai le ni;

it seems like a long time since i went to church,
haha well it has been longer than usual,
didn't go church the last week,
haha i think second time this year.

english over,
chinese over.
the two i hate most.

thank you biru, for telling me the song was playing on 987. (:
haha i'm still waiting for you to dedicate that song to me : D
haha i shall listen to 933 every free time i have.

and oh thank you ms chng!
for the snack thing ( reminds me of kbox )
and thank you mr sng! for that lemon ehrm sweet.
haha. ( vanilla horh? )

okay i shall study,
jiayou everyone.
don't be stressed. : D

jiani takecare okay (:

the other side,
just seems out of reach.

now you're here, by my side,
don't ever let me go,
you give me wings when i'm falling.

2006-09-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

I need you so, I'm ready to go,

tmr'r mt paper,
and im determined to do well. :D

Through the fire,
To the limit, to the wall.
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all.
Through the fire,
Through whatever, come what may.
For a chance at loving you,
I'd take it all the way

happy birthday mich : D

Right down to the wire,
Even though the fire.

2006-09-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYI(x
you know you love me (inside joke : D )

updated the schedule.
finally.

tmr's first paper,
woah feels so far away still.
i really don't know how to study for english,
if you can even study.
sheesh man,
the two languages,
yuck.
but they will end soon.
soon.

haha i'm scared i'll be late or something,
i woke up late today.

yaye went to playground to study with biru&anger,
haha of course played swing again.
rocks.

ohoh,
tmr we are going to get filmed!
haha. lol.

haha maybe i can improve my english last minute by reading that book.
haha. (x

jiayou everyone!
sleep early tonight. : D

i shan't let you affect me.

2006-09-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

(well, deleted the photo, haha, mature contents. :D haha.)

completed,
chinese
ss essays
bio tys
yahooo.

a picture speaks a thousand words,
three are enough : i love anger (:
thanks for that .
i love it.
<3

ouch, my back hurts,
my arm hurts.

2006-09-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

came online,
to get something from quincy (again)
but well,
she isn't here.
shall wait.

actually coming to get doc is just a lame excuse.

time waits for no one.

sorry,
i know i'm stupid and
i know i suck at maths.

sorry for making you all print extra sets,
ended up wasting.

sorry, world.

takecare anger,
come back soon ):

jiayou its starting on friday.
friday.
friday.

2006-09-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

haha awhile since i last posted,
came online to get some stuff, ( HORH QUINCY? )
and yep i'm zaoing as soon as i get it,
which is about now.

i know, my timeline thing,
is veryvery outdated,
i shall post the exam timetable soon,
maybe when exams are over.
HAHA.

anyway thankyou anger, eugenia, pamela, jiani, biru, amira
for helping today :D
haha.

jiani ah!
haha doesn't that CD remind you of campfire?

and hey isabella, soon soon soon (:
and szehong ah, i have no idea what you mean : D
huiyi ah, ego person ((x

and oh,
hope you're feeling better,
takecare :D

if you were a teardrop in my eye,
for you,
i won't cry too.
thank you (x <3

2006-09-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

haha before i really start,
i realised that these few days,
my typing ,
haha alot of typo error.
haha. esp in msn,
and blogger too, but just that i clear . haha.

today was,
haha.

chinese was okay,
i kinda like this type of movie,
but i rather that yuanfeng person,
or whatever he's called.
in his cute and dumb way.
now he's jian.

and ohman,
whats his problem.
super insulting, super irritating, super annoying.
super waste time, super slow. ( haha is this pai bi? )
didn't even learn anything la.
free period better.

i like chem,
i enjoy chem lessons (esp combined )
and i sit at the back,
does it mean i'm not interested in lessons?
it makes sense, yea right.

spoilt my mood la.
anyway we had free period.
which was spent in a rather .. way.
haha.

went out to jooseng,
the swings rock. : D
anger and syahidah.
basically okay, except for,
yea and it rained on the way back.
ran back to school pushing a trolley.

jasmine's out.
yaye hady rocks. : D

such a ckp.
potential one.
yuck.

2006-09-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

yep finished what i planned to do today,
which included amaths hmwk. (x
zuowen actually,
but haha decided to do it tmr.

the joy of the Lord shall be my strength;
no matter how super ko.ed i feel.
haha well,
the thought of studying doesn't feel that bad now.
just a while more to EYE.

sounds like some horror movie.
but well,
its something like that what.

changed seat,
second row.
beside rashmi,
diagonally behind sarah teh,
infront of pinnxian.
haha my term one and term three sitting partners.
cheryl's still far away. ):
but she stands behind me everyday,
does that count.
haha.

anyway im supposed to sit with jiani .
haha fate says so. (:
but shes far away now.
but well, only for a while more.
just awhile.

i will miss pinnxian, huiyi, and jiani. ):
always and forever, babe.

and oh jam!
the book rocks. i shall read it before sleeping.
whoots!
thanks for it (x (x

2006-09-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

music lesson,
i didn't practice for the whole week.
never play pieces at all.
just played what i feel like playing,
but haha of course not pieces.
anyway today i told her,
ehrm didn't really practice this week.
haha.
i sort of like my exam piece this time,
the third one - modern work.
jazz piece baby. :D
its nice,
but of course challenging.

emaths test,
difficult.
no time,
and like px always says,
play barbie doll people find it more difficult to see angle properties >.<
haha. lol.

happy birthday to kelly,
and advanced to quincy. :D

i can sleep now.
waiting for somethings,
then i shall sleep.
and oh, file my file first.

tmr changing seat ):
haha i guess it all depends on fate now.

2006-09-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

yaye,
i'm done with feature article!
i managed to clear all my zuowen today!
i filed my file!
i finished that intensive exercise wksht!
i'm happy with chem test!
we had free period today!
we didn't change place today!
fathiyah is coming back tmr!
yaye for all the happy things,
a big grin.
:D
(haha the exclamation marks were abit too kuazhang (x )

tmr have chem and emaths test.
chem is okay,
i don't mind studying for it.
in fact i like it.
emaths well abit more sian.
but yep,
jiayou man. (x

shall go to the room complete bio hmwk,
then study.
oh msn's down is it?
or is it just mine.

everlasting;
Your light will shine when all else fades.
never-ending;
Your glory goes beyond all fame.
and the cry of my heart,
is to bring You praise.
from the inside out,
oh my soul cries out.

2006-09-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

i have a new balloon (x
i have one more zuowen only (x
i have ehrm just abit more emaths (x

so is that considered a pai bi ju?
haha.

whoo,
actually technically speaking,
i have only half a zuowen left!

i'm not really looking forward tmr,
i think we will change seats tmr,
i rather not choose. ):
and i think fathiyah is not coming tmr. ):
rest well okay.
and i think we're going to get back ppr tmr.

well enough reasons?

oh,
there's combined chem tmr!
yafoo. :D

2345,
haha nice time. (x

shall go complete my zuowen now.
ciaos. (x

You give and take away,
but my heart will choose to say,
Lord blessed be Your name.

2006-09-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

jiayou man,
just one and a half more,
and you will never see another chinese word today.
:D

hah you are coming back today,
finally (x

oh it would be so nice,
growing old with you.

2006-09-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

'A Russian cosmonaut and a Russian brain surgeon were once discussing Christianity. The brain surgeon was Christian, but the cosmonaut wasn't. "I have been in outer space many times," bragged the cosmonaut, "but I have never seen any angels." The brain surgeon stared in amazement, but then he said, "And I have operated on many intelligient brains, but i have never seen a single thought."'

ohman,
times like this,
make me hate chinese.
pfft.
one down, two more to go!
jiayou. (x

haha random,
but i think youtube is cool.
aha.
well,
its like my tv,
now that my real tv is spoilt.
haha.

you don't have to be cool to rule my world.

2006-09-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
You're on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sending all my love
Along the wire

They say that the road
Ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line
It's been you and me
And lovin' a music man
Ain't always what it's supposed to be
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I'm forever yours
Faithfully

Circus life
Under the big top world
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Through space and time
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you

And being apart
Ain't easy on this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy of rediscovering you
Oh, girl, you stand by me
I'm forever yours
Faithfully

a nice and sweet song,

i think today all the songs are very nice,

i shall find out the lyrics and post it here.

hady mirza is hot,

haha. i think today everyone sang quite well.

i don't want anyone to go out.

i liked the first song he sang,

the 2nd song paul sang.

and oh!

i went swimming just now.

yaye.

and yeps,

thanks for being such a great cd rama :D

haha its nice seeing you happy and high!

ninety-nine, tenty.

2006-09-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

see,
i posted because for ruiwen and sarah teh.
honoured?
(x
haha nah,
i was bored.

so long since i last posted,
lets see what big thing happened.
teachers day, kbox, open house, vjc, flag day.

i realised the esplanade is cool.
i love it.
serious.

okay,
so i realised three things,
i love the esplanade,
i love balloons,
i love to stand by the river/sea and get the breeze.

oh fourth thing,
i hate to blog,
have nothing to say actually.
haha.
that explains the halfdead blog.

oh,
we wanted to go library to do hmwk,
pasir ris.
i rather come home man.

yaye i updated.
happy?

and oh,
happy belated birthday to you [x

2006-08-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

i can't really rmb what happened in school today,
what i can rmb now.
is that i have to do feature article,
and i'm listening to a nice song.
(x
that's it.

wo dui tian kong shuo,
ni shi zhen de ai wo

the nice song i'm listening to. :D

oh i recall,
we took back bio and physics paper today,
and we had geog test.
well geog was fine i think,
i kinda like the chapt.
and i did badly for bio,
very badly.
physics,
still okay.

music lesson in the evening,
actually a very nice piece of music,
but
i insult it.
haha.

that pretty much sums up the 2908 for me. (x
nice life eh.

hello.

2006-08-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

when someone you trusted so much fails you,

happened to chance upon fathiyah's mom's blog
haha.
the way she describes her life,
so cool la.
if my mom ever haves a blog,
i doubt i will dare to read it. (x

you'll find trusting in yourself is the only way out.

yaye,
this week is short.

no words needed.

a full-time
musician.

jiayou for geog test.

2006-08-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to ANGER.
happy birthday to you (x

geez,
about say 4months to mine.

they're feelings that just can't be typed out into words.
indescribable.

2006-08-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

whooo!
before i say anything,
haha let me declare this
i completed chemistry filing,
and AMATHS hmwrk.
can you believe it?
(x

yaye.
after done with the CI thing,
i can go off.

tmr those taking test,
haha jiayou bah XD

yin man bi jiao rong yi ba,
mian de gan qing bian de fu za.

2006-08-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

today was,
just another day.

and you know what,
i hate amaths.
nono,
must look on the more positive side,
I LOVE NOT DOING AMATHS.
well,
if that makes sense.
haha,
i really can't stand it.
don't really understand,
and it's so super tedious.
rahh.

tmr's CI presentation,
haha so super malu-ating.

somewhere along the way,
you'll realise we all need to depend on ourselves.
no one else.

you won't affect me.
tmr's friday,
its definately something to look forward too!
haha we're going to dance with the old folks.
(x

2006-08-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

我很想爱他，但是眼睛在说谎。
隐瞒比较容易吧，免得感情变得复杂。
我很想爱他，但是理智在吵架，
退出可以解围吗？
请你给我一个好的答案。

tmr there's chem and physics test!
so this shall be a short one (x

anyway we got our exam timetable today,
i'm looking forward to the one week after it
yaye we can go party on friday XD
jiayou bah!

you have just broken the strong bond,
oh,
so its an endothermic process.

well,
somethings you've gotta see by
faith.

2006-08-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

this post is just for you.
yep,
the show was nice,
thanks anger (x

you know anger,
talking to you today.
made me miss last year,
so much.
i missed those times last year,
talking to you.
having patrol corner,
going tuition.
staying at your house to make stuff.
i miss those times.
now cause you are downstairs ):
seldom talk to you.
but nvm we shall have fun on teachers day. (x

i will treasure this friendship.
love love love love.

well,
the best things in life
cannot be bought.

2006-08-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

hello,
just finished doing up the powerpoint.
haha sense of accomplishment (x
but i think its quite lame,
haha.

after sending complete,
i shall go into the room,
do emaths hmwk,
and sleep xD

yaye i hope its nice .

2006-08-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

all i wanted was just someone to talk to.
someone that will stay back with me tmr.

found love,
beyond all reason.

2006-08-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

all i need is; all i need is you
in every little thing i do
all i need is; all i need is you
cause you're the only one,
the only one for me.

well, just a rondom thought.
if something made you really happy.
but sometimes,
it makes you really sad.
will you rather experience both the really happy, and the really sad.
or will you rather have none.

blog hopped.
read all sorts of posts.
song lyrics, poems, simple one-liners, narrations, stories, reflections, pictures, videos, cheem stuff which i don't understand.
only one was enough.
seems that nowadays,
we are quieter and everyone's seems to be sad.
i guess everyone's just tired from the whole tests thing.
what a mugger class.
studied into the night for consecutive nights.
ytd gave myself the time to sleep in.
and you won't believe what time i woke up.
i'll rather have midyears.

huiyi! don't be stressed over math qns la. i should be the one feeling more dumb please. XD

come online and talk to me,

2006-08-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

oh mr sun, sun
mr golden sun,
please shine down on me
oh mr sun, sun
mr golden sun,
hiding behind a tree.
these little children are asking you
to please come out so we can play with you.
oh mr sun, sun
mr golden sun,
please shine down on me.

well,
this was one of the songs that gave us the inspiration for our patrol cheer.
HAHA. (x
yaye i love sunflower.
well, i miss patrol corners with them,
but we still had fun ytd i hope.

and
some people.
woke me up this morning
rahh.
i told everyone who will most probably wake me up today
to let me sleep in.
but didn't tell them
and they called -_-
haha.
XD

PAYCHECK is nice.
but you shouldn't watch it alone at night,
haha.
nicenice (x
since when have i become so
movie-ish.

oh something random,
i ran out of liquid paper.

give me someone to talk to now,

never wanna be; never wanna be
living; living less than all You want for me.

2006-08-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

i suddenly rmbed something,
we have a chem test next week!
sheesh
that topic on the air one.
the air and the environment,
the atmostpheric environment,
ehrm environmental atmostphere.
don't know what la
that one with pollution and all that blah stuff.
plus energy changes is it?
i don't know whats its called.
the one with endo exo. delta H.
i hate these two chapts.
mole concept still can.

sheeeesh.
i feel like going to read through now.
the air chapt.
its so geog la.
all memorising work.
i like mole concept cause it requires mainly understanding.
i have stm.
thats why.

so much for wanting to sleep REALLY early tonight.
bleh.
just one afternoon one enjoyment.
and we're back to books.
XD

2006-08-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

301th post.

the break up.
its quite lame seriously,
they quarrelled for most of the movie.
thats why the title you see
haha.

so when are we going to watch click.
i think i'll wait for the dvd or something.

anyway it has been a really long time since i went to orchard
i felt so weird everything seemed so foreign suddenly.

i feel very free today,
i think its most probably all the 3most diff subjects i face
the tests are over.
finally.
hurray.
today gave ourselves a mini-celebration
but our happiness
so short-lived.
next week two more test.
CHEM and PHYSICS.
well i like chem,
but im slow at this chapt.

haha physics was super entertaining today. (x

now i've learnt to look things positively.
haha don't say I HATE blah.
say I LOVE no blah. (x
when you learn how disappointments play a role in your life,
thats it.

jiu zhe yang chu dian yi zhi tian mi,
chu dian zhi dao bao zha.

XD

2006-08-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

i shall sleep earlier than early tonight.

bread! aha i like that song (x i'm listening to it now.
rw! haha ask the person who wrote it . :D
biru! hey, thanks (x thanks for being such a good friend. hehs. let's go kbox someday. (:takecare too.

tmr how.
i wanna watch a movie.
but i don't mind coming home early. (x

when will the week end.
tell me soon.

without sadness,
how can we feel real happiness.
these things happen.

2006-08-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

well,
i've decided to rewrite the essay,
change topic
affluence turned out to be harder to write
which is dumb and a waste of time.
i think i can write everything faster if i change.
plus i don't know how to express even with points.
oh.

bio test was,
well.
okay.
just noisy.

tmr's wed.
wed.
two tests.
):
SS Amaths.
geeez.
my two FAV subject.
i won't mind if it was chem XD

Disappointments,
what are they really?
I would say, they are motivations.
Without failure, how would we succeed?
Without misunderstandings, how would we understand?
Failures and misunderstandings, pushes us and moulds us to face disappointments.
-A better person
Without disappointments, what would the role of happiness be?
Perhaps the more disappointed we are,
the happier we'll be.

it spoke to me. just a short sweet paragraph.

na tian kong, yun hen duo.

2006-08-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

chem is going to make me happy.
its my life.

just stop doing it ,
stop it.

we, the girl guides of 40th company.
all our strength and effort we will give
forging ahead and never looking back,
to serve to strive and not to yield.
no tears of hardship
no cries of pain
we're strong and mighty
and ready to be trained
be prepared our motto it shall be
to serve to strive and not to yield.

it's a long long journey.

thanks pinnxian, thanks for talking with me last night. sorry if you got scolded. i'm sorry, but i'm really veryvery happy that you stayed up last night. thanks (x
cake is a sweet girl (x
i love my cake and bread.

bu shuo chu de wen rou,
rang ni li kai wo.

2006-08-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

triple posted today,
well okay not exactly since its a new day.
but yea.

i'm going to sleep now (x
english essay.
rahh.
i think my essay is funny,
i don't really know how to write according to my essay plan.
haha.
anyway i sort of haven't completed it yet. ):
but i'm already very tired.
and i don't think i will progress very well if i complete it tonight.

anyway
i went to watch fireworks last night.
actually went out for seafood dinner with family
and it so happened that there were fireworks.
whoo.
it was nice.
really.
it made me think of some people.
when i saw the green star-ed ones.
it was nice. awesome.
anyway was talking to sarah last night then,
and she randomly asked if i was watching fireworks.
i got a shock.
aha.
next year come watch it with me!
xD
took videos,
maybe will upload it if i feel like.

gdnight (x

2006-08-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

i shall be more understanding,
i shall be a better friend.
i will be a better friend.

there will be a rainbow,
somewhere.

approved in every way.

2006-08-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

MEMORY FULL,
JUST DELETE YOUR MESSAGES
):
aiyer,
still have so much stuff to do now.
haha.

tmr is monday again,
ndp feels so long ago,
haha the past few days,
they feel long, and long ago.
i can't believe sunday passed.

ohman,
CI.
ahah what am i,
some tourism board thing.
-_-

tmr have koutoubaogao.
haha.

go,
show the world that love's not only a word.
just get me out of here.
they can never be deleted,
thats why.

2006-08-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

discussed until about 130am last night.
its gonna be worth it.
you will see tmr (x
jiayou joanne and adeline.

well,
you will never know.
:D

sheeesh,
another problem.

haha today's pics were so random and lame.

2006-08-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

how's camp now?
haha.
i bet everyone's having fun :D
good la.

hoho,
we are PROs,
at digressing.
don't you think so?

<3

2006-08-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

hello,
cake's so lame,
and random,
and childish.
don't get don't get loh! X)
haha that was childish too. -_-

tmr's friday.
what a short week.
i had no idea how to react.
those national camp people must be enjoying themselves [:
well,
but i''m stuck at home doing amaths.
so no life.
well, i bet you must think invisible words are so fun.
i think so too :D
well, have fun at camp.
A Maths is fun.
A Maths is good.

jian jian dan dan de ai guo.

2006-08-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

you are leaving,
me all alone, again.
the ndp show is about to start,
really makes me think of my own ndp.
i'm missing it.
haha.

biru's house had squad 05's photos
at her house.
it was one year ago exactly.
when i saw it ytd.

we forgot to do a impt thing,
take a photo at the exact same spot we took
on 8aug05. ):

8/8 is such a nice date.
so many nice memories.

it's here we want to be.

clash of the titans is such a nice movie.
i watched it just now at aiyi's house. :D

they're leaving for national camp tmr,
have fun :D
takecare.

even if the sun refuse to shine,
even if we lived in different times,
even if the ocean left the sea,
there'll still be you&me.

2006-08-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

ndp's over.
we were not bad i think. :D
good job.

jannah has a very nice one of us before we came in.
haha she owes me that.
thank you michelle for helping me take such nice videos and pics. [X
she has steady hands,
takes nice videos.

i think no one took a video of us flag bearers when we came in. ):
i mean not the flag raising part when you had to be in attention.

it was cool la.
the whole experience and everything,
it was great.
being together with the guides squad,
the other squads and commanders.
and most imptly,
the other four flagbearers. [:
-the npcc, ncc, redcross, band and guides' flag bearer.
we rocked today.
yaye.
miang rocked,
the flag reached the top when the anthem ended.
whoo.
it was fun.
i enjoyed it thoroughly today.
another round?
i will miss my gloves. haha
and comparing uniform with peichun and miang,
and checking hair,
and playing with the bowtie or whats that.
standing outside the art studio watching our own squads,
commenting.
chionging up the stairs.
i loved every moment of being with you all :D
flag bearing is fun.

photos another day perhaps,
blogger refuses to upload my photos.

the video showed in the hall was nice. [:

the ndp video of today is on an endless loop,
that part.
it wasn't your fault please.

i'll miss ndp.
i'll miss being a flag bearer.
i love guides :D
well, i'm still here, if you need someone to talk to.

2006-08-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

A LONG POST FOR YOU TODAY :D

today has been fun i guess,
with two periods of bio.
haha we had two periods
that was vital for all of our happiness.
quote unquote. :D

bio was fun,
i like lessons but i can't seem to score.
at least i enjoy part of it.

whee,
i passed my chinese test.
yaye after like don't know how long.
on the dot pass,
but thats like despite being capped 80% cause i was absent.
yes! i won't say i love chinese now.
:D

anyway today is a happy day.
ohyea!
i must say this,
cake is super sweet!
she gave me her lollipop. [X
ty very very much.
haha i was really joking when i asked why you didn't get
but i still wanted it. haha
THANKS ALOT MAN YOU SWEET GIRL. <3

and today,
i finally did something that i wanted to do for so long.
finally i mustered enough courage to do so.
even though now i think back,
i am quite scared
but im still glad i did this.
jiayou for tmr. [:

and today,
HOHO.
jiani cake knows why.
fathiyah thinks i'm mad.
but yea im happy for no reason. :D

tmr's ndp.
hoho everyone,
sleep early,
rest well.
drink lots of water,
esp pamela choong, chua jiani and ng biru. [[X
guides rocks.
see you all tmr.
JIAYOU :D

you,
are vital for my happiness.

2006-08-05T13:28:00.000+08:00

though the distance thats between us now
may seem to be too far
it will never separate us
deep inside i know you are.
never gone
never far
in my heart is where you are

my head's killing me.

2006-08-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

mtp.
my parents talked to laoshi first.
well,
at least she phrased it nicely,
not like,
ehrm my chinese is lan.
but it is.

then they wanted to speak to mr sng.
-_-
waited and yea talked awhile and left.

in four days time,
we're gonna rock the entire place down.
jiayou. :D
OUCH.

2006-08-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

remove the hat from your head,
and breathe,
properly once again.

jiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayou.

2006-08-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

who has told every lightning bolt where it should go,
none can fathom.
indescribable.

i like that song. :D

yanying . i was just being friendly! [X
cake, fathiyah, pamela . haha ty :D
samantha . haha thanks for the message (:
anger . hrmms. nothing to say [:

haha different types of smiley faces.

i shall go back to sleep.

2006-07-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

from the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
creation's revealing your majesty
from the colours of fall to the fragrance of spring
every creature unique in the song that it sings
all exclaiming

indescribable.

today and probably for the rest of this two weeks,
sitting with pinnxian!
i know huiyi wants me to miss her.
i'll try :D

hello samantha!
thanks for agreeing to help me tmr.
[X

hoho,
i am hot.

2006-07-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

jiu xiang shu xie gan xin wei chun feng chui luo..
zhi shi jian jian dan dan de ai guo
wo hai shi wo.
~~yea, because of what you did, i didn't dare to play.~~
thanks bye,
takecare, jiayou.

2006-07-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

today on the way home,
met samantha.
hha like i see her everyday.
but today we had a conversation!
haha. say i'm siao.
~~this whole thing just isn't worth my tears. its happy being happy. :D~~
i can't help but dread tmr, and sunday.
congrats to you. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELE . [X

2006-07-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

tmr's el oral.
great.

ndp's coming.
in about two weeks.
jiayou [:

i don't want to close my eyes,
i don't want to fall asleep.

and you,
you cheated me.
~~just go away, just go away, far away.~~ ~~don't talk about it again.please.just don't.~~

2006-07-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

and the cry of my heart,
is to bring you praise.

2006-07-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

and we give thanks,
we give praise,
for we know that all things work together
for our good.

2006-07-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday pinnxian!
happy birthday cake :D

COCO POWER.

2006-07-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

hello.
what did i come online for?

bye.
study for amths and geog.
jiayou [X

ohwells,
i still completed it.
~~before two.~~
ni shuo wo bu neng kao zuo yin yue chi fan,
ni shuo wo bu neng ge ni xu yao de da an.

2006-07-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

bio bio bio bio.
tmr.

anyway,
just before talking to fathiyah just now,
my nose bled.
haha.
quite sickening la.

anyway.
felt super awake in the earlier part of today.
i guess its probably because i really slept through my weekend.
shiok.

this week is week 4.
sheesh.
oh and happy early birthday to biru and yy! [X
and biru you rmb you said we'll go bash the asst timer of ndp guides squad 06?
haha.
huang something one.
((X

zhen xin hua..

2006-07-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

okay i have no idea why im online.
haha ask me why.
actually i was supposed to do chinese homework.
okay i am going to.
let me tell you a secret,
~~i hate chinese.~~
haha don't tell anyone ah.
i just don't like it la.
really i can't do it at all.
at all.

okay what a random post,
and what a random paragraph.

wei ni fu chu na zhong shang xin ni yong yuan bu liao jie
wo you he ku mian qiang zi ji ai shang ni de yi qie.

2006-07-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

so irritated la.
someone accused me of stealing,
stealing what?
her fruitips
-_-
please la,
like i want to eat,
i can go buy it myself.

haha today's oral qn sounded easier.
but well,
the grass is always greener on the other side.

2006-07-08T09:55:00.000+08:00

yaye kbox-ing was fun.
super fun.
but now my throat feels sore.
haha lol.
but we had fun! (((X
i wanna go there again.

sheesh.
later i have a piano recital.
haha.
you know how i'm going die infront later.
[:

ouch,
now it starts to come. ):

2006-07-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

i guess maple helps.
well,
a little.
ask me why i play maple.
i'm not a maple freak or what la.
just that after physics test results and oral..
it gives me great pleasure to see those monsters die.
die.
die.

yaye i can't wait to go kbox-ing tmr. [:
whoooohoo.
don't spoil my plan please.

2006-07-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

the night before;
i love anger
i love michelle
i love SUNFLOWER.
i love the bed too ((X

i love, i miss SUNFLOWER.
my only sunshine.

haha huiyi's face only half. (:

today's morning assembly was fun.
horh jiani ?

2006-07-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

let me be the one;
telling you it's alright.

and can you be the one,
telling me its alright.

yaye im going to do chinese homework.
i love chinese man.
it rocks.
-_-

ty anger for the songs .
:D

my com hates me ):
haha wanted to post a pic.

2006-07-01T05:36:00.000+08:00

531;
five three one.
<3

yaye we did it. [:

i love sunflower.

2006-06-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

its during times like this,
i love my piano.

it makes me feel..
at peace.

i just can't make you see,

10 hearts.

2006-06-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

more or less completed.
haha much faster than when i packed for pltc.

today went to eleanor's house for lunch.
ty. [:
since i had a 'break' of about 1 hour.
went her house.
watched xmen (((((X
haha i conclude.
they are hot.
really.

yi tian yi tian,
yi bi yi ai.

2006-06-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

guess who i saw in the train today,
guess who saw me stoning away like some..
HAHA.
ohwells,
i left and he took my seat -_-.

i think im screwed.
i think im mad.
and yes,
im weird.
so beware.
stay far away.

gdluck for your camp tmr. [:

2006-06-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

back from PLTC.
it was fun [:
made new friends.
shall blog about in detail another day la.
haha fathiyah and i saw a lot of cedarians there. ((X

as we go through life we'll see
there is so much that we don't understand
and the only thing we know
is things don't always go,
the way we've planned.

haha i like guidelaw7
that story about it.
inspirational ((X

2006-06-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

okay,
i'm more or less done packing.
:D
yaye finally.

i haven't bathed yet okay!
i want to do so after i pack,
cause i sure will sweat when packing.
yucks.

seriously,
without guides,
i have no life ((X
reallyreally.
and i'm happy,
i'll be with sister guides for 3days.
:D
i'm excited,
but also abit scared la.
haha.

okay i shall go bathe now!
BYE,
till ,
thursday.

:D

2006-06-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

okay i'm tired,
you know,
in that sleepy way.

haha actually didn't want to blog one.
but since it has been quite long since my previous entry,
and since i think i won't have time to come tmr,
and i will be leaving for camp on tuesday,
HAHA.
does that give me enough reason to blog?

anyway,
i was just wondering if there's any songbook in the guides longue.
didn't see one when we were clearing up that day.
so i shall take it that there isnt.
haha.
i doubt we'll actually use it right.
just handbook should be safe.

okay so tmr ,
there's drills.
argh.
not that i don't like it.
i like drills.

have to go music lesson after that ):
not that i don't like music too.
haha i like music.

than have to go for tuition.
and,
i don't like tuition.

and when i reach home,
i'll do some last min packing.
and the next day,
i'll be off.

anyway,
ytd i did some shopping.
haha.
finally bought a new pillow and bolster.
HAHA you won't wanna know the state of my old ones.
:D

tmr must rmb to hand in that form,
haha or else if i hand it up on friday,
it will not be early this week right.
haha.

OKAY.
i shall stop now.
and go sleep.
woke up early today.
early.

thanks for the whack on my head,
i guess it really woke me up.
HAHA. :D

if i don't post tmr,
then see you on thursday or later. [:

XMEN rocks can,
i watched the xmen united, and the last stand alrd.
haha
i watch in the wrong order.
but nvm,
HE'S HOT. [:
well not exactly,
since he's iceman. (((((X
and joyce agrees.

2006-06-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

two months,
two months,
two months,
two months,
two months.
and i miss you.

okay that was random,
:D
anyway i wanna go down to support them dancers tmr,
NIGHT,
okay more like evening.
but i scared my mom,
haha.
so i shall go ask her,
NOW.
cross your fingers,
and hope that you see me there tmr,
JIAYOU. :D

2006-06-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

i look at the first para of my previous post,
and i think,
YEA RIGHT.
cause obviously,
it's not true.

i'm bored can,
i just added another testimonial for 2H.
HAHA
pamela go accept it now!
and the views will rise!
haha according to you.
gogogo.

i've uploaded the pics of,
erm bpq,
anderson cf,
blah.
haha can ask me for the pics again now.
cause i have uploaded it,
FINALLY.

biru > takecare ah! [: get well soon.

make my life,
a living sacrifice.
the way you want me to be.
to serve you with all of my heart.
whatever the cause may be.
take me break me mould me Lord,
as the potter shapes the clay,
pleasing You in all i do,
approved in every way.
i think when we sang this song today,
haha really made me think, reflect about me serving in church.
yea.
and now i realise why my sudden change of heart.
haha. maybe cause i try to serve in ministry as much as possible.
until i don't do it for the right reasons.
hah something like that.
don't know how to type out what i exactly think.
but yea,
i finally felt that,
that.. peace and happiness. :D

I ROCK THIS PLANET. :D

2006-06-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

haha i think i blog less now.
which is good and bad
HAHA.

tmr need to go school again.
and i have tuition after that.
hah.

and shit la.
i forgot i change schedule .
and i think i missed it alrd.
lol.

and yea i found the red cross tickets.
and i realised oh i have to sell them.
argh.
i'm not even a cadet.
wahlau they cannot sell themselves meh.
i rather not have the one hour cip
will just end up buying my cip hour.
so i go up to this person,
and i say hey! would you like to donate?
and she says, orh you from redcross ah.
and i give her that look and say,
no.
i'm from guides [:
haha. i feel dumb doing that.
and why can't that redcross well wisher,
who sponsered money for 1st prize.
just donate the 10k itself.
save how many thousand people the trouble of selling the ticket.
and fyi,
i only sold one.

next week IT course.
bleahs.
two whole days.

haha ytd bpq,
the photos we took can't be more spastic.
anyway,

go quincy's blog. one pic. (:

i deleted THAT pic,

all thanks to su-ann ):

2006-06-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

quite a while since my last entry
and i think my blog is pathetic
only have one person tell me update.
haha [:

lol and i shall start by saying this.
my sis did something damn KIAMPA today.
seriously.
shall not elaborate,
save her face.

anyway today went to chem tuition in the morning
and went to school for fd.

only have sec2s, me and pamela,
yes, she is finally back after playing in the padi fields.
haha.
lol we were quite slack i think.
and saw liukun and sarah there!
HAHA.
damn dumb.

went macs after that,
lalala.
haha 4th time i ate macs this week okay.
wahkau.

wednesday
okay wednesday was a damn chiong day.
in the morning woke up early.
as in EARLY.
haha.
went macs,
read my prevous post.
and went school for fd.
then rushed down to kcss for bpq.
wah didn't expect it to be this difficult.
the qns were all so unexpected.
like HUH? they came from the notes?
lol anyway its over la.
i think studying for the finals tmr ,
will be a waste of time.
but i shall still go through it [:
haha.
just in case a miracle happens.
BE PREPARED mah :D

and at night,
went for anderson.
best supporting [:
took pics.
hoho shall upload it soon.
SOON, maybe say a week? :D

haha i think seriously thats all i wanna say la. [:
i blogged for the sake of blogging.
haha i don't want to go court for murder
murdering my blog. :D

reply tags :
LOL long time since i replied.
SO MANY. :D
okay i shall randomly reply.
haha.

pinnxian > yaye i miss you too [:
suann > LOL that song. my sis says your sis has it too. go go listen to the whole song. HAHA but please spare us from your singing [: haha <3
liukun > haha yaye play more games. HOHO rmb , i love to win :D
zaferin > yo! [:
sarah > [: haha you too .
huiyi&cheryl > congrats! :D and jiayou.

LOL i just scrolled all the way down.
and i realised wahh how many i had to reply.
lol ,
to all those who want me to link ,
HAHA i will do so soon .
SOON. :D
to all those who wished us luck for bpq,
THANKS :D
btw ruiwen, bpq, be prepared quest [:
hoho the rest,
THANKS for tagging.
and don't stop [:
even though i seldom reply.
haha.

okay thats it. :D

2006-05-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

tmr BPQ
OHMAN.
you know how much i have left to study.
ARGH.

and for the benefit of everyone.
ahha not everyone but yea you know..
haha i posted on the guides blog .
so go read it [:
NOW! and pass the msg! haha :D

i shall go be a good girl
and study for BPQ now.
haha bbq.
LOL.

and pamela choong ah!
enjoying yourself with the padifields!
haha
quickly come back and command the squad la!
[:
tmr i'll be all alone la!

tmr is a long day!
haha
to avoid travelling for 1.5hours +
i've decided,
leave house with my dad and sis.
leave at 645!
INSANE.
but then go macs and eat breakfast
and i can study for bpq
and dad can use pc.
haha
so win win.
[:
and i can avoid the traffic jam

yaye.

AYE.
i know you read my blog la!
silent read it.
tag when you read la [:
please?

biru ah!
ytd went mad with me over the phone!
aye tmr you and jiani must must must help me. :D

and congrats to the dancers!
[:

2006-05-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

i went up to the piano,
it said that,
no matter how down i'm feeling,
it'll comfort me
we made a pact,
that when i'm sad,
i'll play.
and it will make me happy.

i just wanted to play you a piece,
but,
yet again,
you didn't care.

so i just played,
to no one in particlar. .

2006-05-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

hoho i triple post today.
one in the morning,
one in the afternoon,
and heres one at night.

went to see the dancers have their competition,
dind't get to see the whole thing,
we tried to sneak in,
we got turned away,
scolded
and locked out
lol.
so yea but i think they all tried their best la!
cheer up! [:

huiyi act undao loh!
haha saw her and yusin at cp.

went biru's house to bake.
haha damn fun la.
and cool.
takecare ah biru! :D

tuition,
wah damn long la.
close to 4hours of chinese..

syafiqah never reply my sms!
wonder if she'll get the msg.
i feel.. disgusted.
seriously.

2006-05-27T12:06:00.000+08:00

doing my amaths graphs,
okay more like was doing.
nono!
i'm not slacking,
graphmatica hanged on me!
haha cannot exit cannot do anything.

haha i'm so excited for ndp to start la,
tuesday tuesday!
please rmb to check guides blog for more details and blah,
if not pamela will kill me.
and our dearest commander will be in thailand
lol.
haha.
i think i'll be damn extra la.
haha but don't care la,
i'm still excited. [:
pass the message,
thank you.

later meeting biru and yanying.
yeas.

okay let me type out my schedule for the first week of holidays!
monday ; bpq briefing at HQ
tuesday ; ndp
wed ; bpq
wed ; anderson cf
thur ; ndp
fri ; tuition
sat ; bpq

(:

2006-05-27T09:18:00.000+08:00

ndp06 squad members, click [:
and pass the message.

2006-05-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

:D
tired, but in a happy way.

haha my mood now compared to last night is completely opposite!
ytd..
today yea i'm feeling much higher,
and happier.

its the holidays. [:

haha biru was high just now,
so we ran, ran, ran in school,
you must think we were mad.
haha but too much energy bottled inside us,
so we had to let it out!
hhaa
it was damn fun la.
trust me,
i never enjoyed running that much.
haha by the time we went back to foyer..
yaye shek but fun.
we shall do that again some time.
(((:

i can't wait for ndp practice to start!
haha excited mans. (:

tmr people going to thailand alrd.
haha,
i shall be nice and message you,
if i wake up on time.
:D

i really think i'm gonna sleep before 9 today.
haha.

&together, we shall make it a success.

2006-05-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

let me describe what i've been doing for the last five mins.
i look at the fullscap infront of me.
stare at the paper, which is one page and a para filled.
and i think. not bad write quite abit alrd.
than i stare.
think, stare, think.
fiddle with my pen.
and i realised i really don't know how to continue.
and i wrote one sentence ater 4mins of staring.
and that sentence seemed to seal the dead end.
and guess what, i'm running a slight fever. and i just feel like .. yea sleeping.
half of me wants to tear the whole essay up.
but i know i will to do another one.
and i wanns sleep.
but it really sucks
i can't continue,
and i can't end yet.
its too short.
so annoying la.

happy thing that happened within the last hour.
hehs i got the 3songs i was looking for.
yaye (:

hoho i seriously need some inspiration.
:D

2006-05-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling,
ehrm ..
tired.
i'm tired, and i feel like sleeping.
i'm sick and tired of going through the whole vicious cycle again.
i'm tired, and i can't be bothered to fight with you anymore,
you win.

today started out relatively well. :D

bpd
the same few of us sec3s helped.
today was outdoor.
it was fun la.
but after helping for the second time,
haha together with muscle aches and everything..
yea but today's batch was rather successful i must say. [:
we had two pits that were nice,
out of three. (:
haha
but one was not done by us la.
cause me and biru went to chop wood.
hehs. (:
thanks for the marshmellows. :D

had lessons after the survey thing.
was smoky.
haha.
as in reeked of smoke lah.
i like that smell,
but it was too overwhelming alrd.

can tmr be a nice day please ?
happy birthday to you, hope you like the gift. and cheer up, please?
yea and stayed back today.
tmr helping sec1 module.
haha and i'm gonna learn how to make a butterfly!

tmr and we'll have a break.
tmr.

i wanna sleep alrd la!
but i'm gonna try and finish my el essay and zuowen!
i'm gonna push myself man . ((:

i can go the distance,
and i'll stay on track
no i won't accept defeat
its an uphill slop
but i won't lose hope
till i go the distance
and my journey is complete..
one by one they're leaving. ):

2006-05-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

i'm super irritated now
i'm bloody pissed off.
stop making things difficult for me.
ARGH. go away go away.
ohwells,
today was a happy day.
and i will not let you spoil my mood.

haha today we helped out in bpd,
it was fun la.
but we all stank like nothing.
haha.

and after school,
i'm proud to announce that ..
drums roll please,
hehs we cleared the longue!
as in really,
took out the stuff,
cleaned the cupboards and shelves and the boxes.
super dusty.
but it was fun!
haha.
now i hope the longue looks nicer ((X
hehs we should do this more often.
super fun la.
talking crap while working.
haha.
'eh how to spell accessories? :D '

my whole arm is aching.
and my left hand hurts,
don't know why la.
play piano and it annoys me.

lol read biru's blog and it will give you a summary of the weird things that happened today. :D

bp quest
so scary la.
the amount of stuff that we actually have to read.
no more brain space (:
don't dao me already leh. ]:

2006-05-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

just ate dinner,
random

bpd
it was quite okay la.
haha
in the morning helped to prepare the guides area
haha dug the pit or what you call it thing for firelighting.
haha so pioneer. :D
anyway it was fun,
but hot.
yaye helping again tmr.
i shall dig a nice pit now. (:

after school went to pick punk and kindling. or how you spell it la.
wah pick until,
whole body itching
haha.
then it started to drizzle,
pickpickpickpick
until it got heavier,
then we chionged back.
hope its enough ,

had SAFFI meeting,
i guess today we managed to complete something,
i hope.
i mean so far the is the one idea i have most confidence of.
yaye jiayou.

went for tuition
and here i am

my hands are aching,
haha.
and please don't wake me up in the night again,

and ohyea
i haven't blogged about the fan accident.

history still repeats itself.

2006-05-21T16:06:00.000+08:00

rmb to bring house tee and trackpants tmr.
actully i don't know if its only for the sec3s anot la.
haha but i know sec3s must bring. :D

when will you see?
that there's so much more to life than being depressed.
ohmans, the list of movies i wanna watch is growing longer,
haha.

2006-05-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

it's been two days and
i'm missin' you already
never really thought you could mean
so much in such a little time

i think i'm fallin' down.
down down down
with a bad case of love.
love love love
i think i'm falling for you.
you you you
i think, i'm falling in love

when you come back
all i wanna do is hold you
have a blast even though there's nothing to do
hold you close and look you in the eyes
so just come back and i'll tell you how i feel
never knew how easy you could steal
my heart i miss you come home soon

cross-country championships
well,
i think this year was much better compared to the past two years.
didn't feel as tired,
and i think i completed faster.
haha. :D
yaye my muscles also not hurting as bad as last year.
but my leg ,
numerous blisters.
haha ran with singyee, jaime, szewaiy, simin, huiyi, sara, yenpin and mr sng was following behind.
i think i stayed together with jaime most of the time. (:
haha quite fun la.
i enjoyed it. ((X

and guess what,
i watched OVER THE HEDGE.
after watching the wild the other time,
i was like i'm not gonna waste money on this type of movies.
and i watched over the hedge -_-
but it was a nice movie,
i think its better that the wild.
walked around.
went with biru, pamela, quincy and sandra.
saw quite a number of cedarians.

biru! i can't wait for my treat! ((X
i am so super sure that i'll win!
yaye yaye.

i wanna sleep alrd,
haha feeling sore all over.
and shek, hehs.

sorry,
i didn't care enough.

2006-05-18T16:55:00.000+08:00

tmr's cross country! ):
ohman,
you know how i hate these type of running stuff,
its so super annoying.
and i don't wanna run.
its really ..
argh and so many people have excuse not to run ): ):

my leg hurts from ytd,
its either cause of footdrills,
or cause when i jumped to reach that sign thing,
haha like i always do,
i landed wrongly,
so it hurts.
argh.
if it still hurts tmr,
i'm gonna walk.

and pretty please,
can we run as a class?
i think it will be cool.
and since mr sng already suggested it.
i don't mind ((X

ohwells,
i'll be home late tonight.

today's skit,
hehs :D
it was fun.
haha.
liukun and joanne ; father mother
me, kelly, huiyi, cheryl, jiani ; no1 - no5. (:
haha i'm the oldest brother!
lol the most matured.
xD
charu ; doctor and bro .
hehs our skit was sick and impromtu lah!
'WHY? BOYS NOT GOOD AH?!' (:
inside joke.
it's scary., and i'm scared.
ITS OUT TODAY!
and i can't watch it. ):

ohman,
today mid years results out.
my L1R5 really sucks.
my average improved by abit though.
i think my position in class is gonna suck. ):

ohwells,
wish me luck for tmr!
i need it.

2006-05-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

:D
i'm super tired now.
haha.

yaye passed the test just now (:
it was quite okay lah.

phototaking ;
haha helped the sec1s and 2s beautify their scarfs ((X
haha i've finally gotten the SOS [:
biru knows what..
hurhur inside joke la.
and i stood, no STOOD, on the benches. (:
haha those sitting were not short larh,
sec4s. haha.
but at least i was not standing on the floor or what :D

ohman today because of that DNA thing..
we missed like the lit play,
only left the last part of the last act.
...
so irritating la.

haha we're being sneaky today!
sneaking behind walls ,
whispering to people,
haha reminds me of MI 3!
speaking of that,
IT opens tmr..
haha coming back to the sneaky thing,
i shall go look at my masterpiece now!
haha biru and pamela should know.
:D

and ytd too!
biru was looking at her beloved,
her eye candy.
ZOOM IN somemore.
tsk.

half the time today,
the front of me and wk's leg were on the slope,
and my heels hurt.
whole body leaning.
and the funny thing was that,
no balance.
haha.
but its over,
and yaye i'm proud of myself! (:

tmr will be another long day.
argh,
such a waste of time.
tmr do we have english or chinese ?
i wanna watch a movie. (:

haha my movie list goes longer and longer ,
davinici code, MI3, LOTR : return of the king , hero, romeo and juliet, turn left; turn right, poseidon, pirates ; is it the deep something chest or something like that, haha thats all that i can rmb for now. haha.

we'll keep on fighting to the end..
cause there's no mountain too high,
no river too wide.
come what may .

2006-05-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

even parallel lines may meet someday..
yea saw this in people's posts and msn nicks.
yea from the mive we watched today.
turn left, turn right.
parallel lines ;
its mathetically absurd for them to ever meet
i mean if they meet,
they won't be called parallel lines right.
so why ..
why is it that they might meet someday ?

yea speaking of fate,
its merely a coincidence?
maybe some people are really that lucky to be destined. :D
haha.
but it feels so cannot-be.
its highly unlikely though.

and guess what,
now i have a sudden urge to do homework! :D
yaye i guess i'm becoming abit more hardworking.
more attentive and i try to complete my stuff! (:
YAYE.

attention all guides : tmr photo taking!
sorry to all those who had to pass message last night.
haha full guides u (:
and sec3s! tmr's drills!
jiayou to all those taking the test! :D
rmb all footdrills stuff.
and wear full u also.
and rmb to hand in donation cards tmr!

yes and i feel so insulted!
i mean this is the first ever school photo taking session that i was made to sit okay!
i mean like the shorter batch of people!
argh cannot make it la!
i am gonna grow taller soon.
so that i won't feel so idiotic sitting beside someone super tall.

tmr have bio ):
aiyer so boring la
that 3hour thing.
i wanna pon and go watch lit play!
support the people. (:
haha
went to watch today.
watch suann just being ehrm suann! :D
lol but that is definately much more fun then ehrm, bio.

haha i tagged on quincy's blog saying:
i really really X 6 X 10 to the power of 23, wanna go to the beach!
haha. ms chng will be so proud that i rmbed that IMPT no. ((X

lol i was just thinking,
charis you should go get a diary to record down
stuff you wanna do,
and homework and stuff
but based on past experiences,
books always end up lost or unused.
so i was thinking why not type all the homework here!
HAHA.
then people can see it too!
and can tell me if i have missing homework.

so i shall start now,
based on what i can rmb.
:D
physics tutorial / this wk, latest monday
e maths / thurs
a maths / ehrm i don't know when
chem / ehrm i also forgot..
that bio wksheet / ..
zuowen / HAH tmr, grins sheepishly.
english essay / next week.

there! i think thats about it!
aiyerr homework.
sian-er than ever.

i feel so cheated, so insulted
and irritated.
fated ;

2006-05-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

attention all guides : tmr, there is photo taking at about 330. so please stay back (:
and bring full guides u. i know sec3s have to wear the next day, but nvm just spray :D haha
i think bring beret in case la okay?
and pass the message around.
yay and see you tmr. (:
ps. and sec3 who haven't handed in their dates for NCO, pls do so asap (:

3M : class tee tmr (:

okay. just read someone's blog. ohwells.
don't be happy just for my sake lah.
isn't it nice to be happy
big grinns.
:D

and ohyea if you haven't noticed
i got a haircut
and now it's atrocious.
or however you spell it.
argh i don't like it.

today was such a waste of time.
i think school should close for good starting from tmr :D
but it won't
nvm i hope we're watching nice stuff tmr.
i know maths and science lessons continues. ):
humanities stop i think
haha the teachers humans teachers.
they should be humane. (:
i know tmr have physics.
argh i don't like physics.

haha just heard a short audio clip,
funny (:
haha its politics in a super funny way.
insulting them in a subtle way.
lol.

lol tmr have photo taking..
random.

i always feel happy blogging :D

ohwells i slept early last night,
and im gonna sleep early again tonight!
but still have zuowen..
yaye its so shiok to sleep early.
haha ..

i want to go to the beach anyone ?
~~to stand on the breakwater and scream.~~
just another ordinary day basically,
and i still wanna watch the davinci code.
why is it rated ?

the ends of the earth.

nth for you to see
(:

2006-05-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

:D

now i'm bored okay.
yea seriously.
and i have a sudden urge to go pull out a dvd to watch. MI something, i think 2.
i heard MI3 is nice. and im gonna catch it soon. (:
and pirates is coming out again! i think in june or july?
YAYE! ohman the curse of the black pearl rocks.
hehs and this one shall be good too.
and ohyea i watched narnia the other day.
haha nice (:
and i wanna watch davinci code!
ohmans movies are nice, but they are so time-consuming.

i think those people who read my blog,
always leave super bored. haha.
cause its so random.

and ohohohoh!
i saw kaiyin ytd! haha
like we saw kaiyin la
at her concert.
nice nice nice ((X
hehs i miss her..

happy mothers day! <3 :D

tmr ,
pls stay back for SAFFI (:

i shall go write a letter soon.
hehs and i bought a new notebook!
yaye.

haha and i just uploaded the photos ((X
rach send me the pics of ytd!

for a moment like this,
some people search forever.
:D

2006-05-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

okay just finished watching batman begins [:
i think im such a movie addict now .
argh.
but it rocks. haha.

ohyea did i say that i was sort of invited to play for a wedding! :D
haha so honoured. lala
first time so i really really want to go.
but it sort of clashes with BP quest. ):

i don't know what to do about you, about us anymore.
let it be..

another week gone.

and argh,
davinci's rated! argh argh argh.
one more year.

one month ago,
yet i still remember it.
every detail.
and i'm definately missing it.
we were sailing along, on moonlight bay..

a silent wish
sails the seven seas
the winds of change whisper in the trees
and the walls of doubt crumble tossed and torn
this come to pass
when ..

2006-05-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

'This is a battle, a war, and the casualties could be your hearts and souls.'

ytd had drills
and it was fun :D
yes it was, but it was tiring.
or maybe i was tired to begin with already.
we split into two groups, so yea we were given quite alot of 'freedom' in a way.
we were on our own literally.
yea it was fun, but i gave a right command that wasn't what i wanted to say. haha.
next week test,
so jiayou (:

anyway ytd school sucked.
really really sucked
the weather was so..
argh
we , as in my row there, me, cheryl, yenpin, sara, simin .. haha sweating and feeling oh so uncomfortble.
and yenpin went to sit at pinnxian's place during reading.
in between two fans okay!
arghh i don't like that seat,
the sun comes in
and its hot like nothing.
and its easy to daydream..

today went out.
tampines mall
pamela, jiani, jingting, szehong, sandra and i
haha. fun fun fun [:
haha the movie.. hrmms.
i just find that part amusing. (: haha
they will know what i mean la.

haha i like the standing on the table part!
i was just jokingly telling cheryl we shou;ld stand on the table.
liukun heard, and she said it out loud..
haha and we did it in the end.
lol . :D

wo yi ran hai zai deng dai,
deng dai ni hui ming bai..

2006-05-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

yaye i finished my amaths homework. nowadays feel more motivated to pay attention in class and to complete my homework. :D but alas, just when i feel the motivation, its gonna be post-exam soon. -_-

today watched the dead poet's society, the last chunk of it. nice ending. well, a sad but not that sad one. it was touching. [:

anyway today stayed back for SAFFI. after i left, i felt damn tired and frustrated. in the bus i stoned. hurhur quite funny.

anyway today i talk until my throat damn dry. argh.

and tmr have drills, all the drills stuff.

tian xia wu nan shi,
zhi pa you xin ren
jiayou! we can do it (:

'oh captain, my captain .. '

2006-05-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

ooohh -_- how time passes. i guess all the election results are out alrd. hehs. quite expected larh the results. i recorded the whole entire thing cause my parents wanna watch. its like almost two dvds worth of stuff now. haha. what time does it end man.

ohhwell heng tmr don't need to wake up early.
i guess i should end by one. hope so, i wanna go in alrd.

2006-05-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

ohwells, kinda waiting for the election results to be out now. so exciting. :D i'm watching to update my parents. hehs, during tuition today, we were talking about the GE. quite funny la. haha. actually Singapore politics is fun in a way. haha interesting.

this morning finished the national treasure, yes its nice (: thank you pamela.

and that blog assignment, shall do it tmr.

next week is quite a short week i guess. yaye. but i feel bored staying at home too, well in a way. that suffocating loneliness.

tmr can sleep in! yaye recharge. (: hehs.

two more minuste before the results! hehs.

just a random post.. and i'm out. (:
tian xia wu nan shi , zhi pa you xin ren
' impossible is nothing (: '

2006-05-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

tmr's the election.

and i'll be out the whole day .. you won't wanna know what i'll be doing.

anyway. today is friday. :D
and it's friday night..

eh sorry pinnxian! =/

and today i paid attention in class the whole day! [: whoohooo! yaye.

and my body aches. why? either because of today's pe, which i highly doubt so cause it was alrd aching before that. must be the squash match that day with my dad! lol long time never play, used to play ALOT. but since campfire prep, no time in the evening. yaye i wanna play more but my hand still aching ah.

pinnxian anylasing people . -_- . but yea pinnxian damn nice. how to say , ehrm yea just nice [: and gang larh. pinnxian yenpin jaime singyee etcetera etcetera.. haha hoho today's pe was kinda FUNNEH. lol the warming up part. hehs.

two more days and it'll be a month. can't you guys believe it ?

movie marathon. (: watched pirates, courtesy of pamela. haha. and national treasure the first disc. and tmr i shall finish it and watch LOTR when i'm at home for that short while in the morning. than i'm gonna go out, do my work for the rest of the day. sunday? hrmms, see how saturday goes first.

in our hearts a hopeful song,
we barely understood
when you believe, somehow you will;
you will when you believe

2006-05-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

today has been a .. hrmm rather eventful day i should say.

and oh i fell in school today. cut my hand. ): haha but it was kinda comical in a way.

and yaye pamela is gonna provide me stuff to do during the weekends when my parents are out of town and my sis will most prob be HOOKED on the com. hehs . THANKS :D

emaths test was a .. argh
wah i was like okay relax read the qn properly than think about it than do.
did not have the luxury of time to do that duh.
didn't finish all the qns actually. haha all half done.
the graph drawing one is the best man
didn't actually have time to draw a NICE, SMOOTH curve.
and didn't have time to do the remaining qns.
if i pass, haha WAHH i'll be estatic [:

well other than that, today was a slow day. passed very very slowly. like ohmans.

chemisty
learned mole concept, new chapter.
the chapters like all hanging in the air, without a proper conclusion
like prep of salt, she finished it alrd? its without a conclusion and still hanging,
the colour of salts thing leh, she didn't finish,
types of oxides also.
and now shes on a new chapt. haha
quite exciting to learn so many things at a time. :D
haha but im confused.
and she called me to ans qn today! and she called my name correctly! HEHS.

yaye i like ss chapt two. (:

haha quote from pinnxian's blog, its quite funny actually.
Physics is boring in an interesting way..
A Maths is interesting in a boring way..
And SS, sadly, is boring in a boring way..
sorry quote without telling you first. (:
ohman i kinda agree with her.
ss, with an exception of chapt two (: HAHA.

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew;
so i told you with a smile ' its all about you '
(: haha cheryl> hidden words.. :D

2006-05-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

cheryl > nice class blog temp (:
rw > haha link you asap la. haha of course its cheem! [: haha nah it isn't.
huiyi > (:
pamela > -_- lol diao la.
quincy > talk to you in school la.

i desporately need a topic for banyueji. i need to pull my entire grade up! and i need to have passion for the topic than i can express. like the campfire one.. HELP ME THINK.

ARGH. so annoying.

after reading your blog, haiya ):
i wish i could still smile and tell you,
its gonna be alright.
and to tell myself too,
that there's gonna be a light at the end of the tunnel.
well there is right? and i'm still gonna tell you, its gonna be alright [:

drills > gave a wrong commmand! haha [: buka alrd never close than buka again. haha funny la. but i guess the rest was okay. yea. tying scarf . :D

the CI project thing is crap larh. what does this have to do with CE. hehs starts with the same letter. wah its a retarded idea.. argh.

and thanks mrkhoo for the pizzas. and i wonder how i will do for emaths tmr. wish me luck..

carpe diem ; and i wonder what i'm doing now wasting my time away.
i wanna sleep early tonight. i will, after my banyueji is done.
i'm tired. too tired to think and rmb emaths.
cause there's you and me.
physically and mentally, and emotionally and spiritually dry. i want out.
i just need someone to listen. and not contribute to the noise around me that's making things worse.
i don't rmb the last time i actually prayed, but now, this is the cry of my heart. You will hear it, won't You.

2006-05-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

fatmah, i miss you alot alot alot too! :D ohmans! can we have a 2H05 gathering in june? please ? <3

know what? my parents are gonna be out of town over the weekends, so no voting for them. HAHA. and i'm gonna hafta babysit. hurhur.

ohwells just came home from piano. yea i so long never practice already . ):

anyway tmr is wednesday and we're having drills.

to all sec3guides out there! : if you are reading this, please pass the messgae around!
tmr's session is from 230pm to 530pm :]
please please bring your full u. plus barret in case la .
and yea all your neccessary accessories.
see you all tmr!

hehs. i lazy to post in the guides blog la anyway i doubt anyone will go there now. and they should have gotten the message long ago. :D shall tag later.

HAHA and if you go to cheryl's blog and you see that para about us not learning anything today.. ITS TRUE. ohman i'm such a slacker. hehs i like to silent read :D its fun! hurhur.

ohwells today's post damn random if you can see. hehs watching dead poet's society? yea. my dad says he doesn't like the show. lol. i wanna watch corpse bride. and LOTR of course. <3

hehs. hearts are nice to fold. (:

that phrase again, i like it too quincy
the sooner you let two hearts beat together, the sooner you know this love is forever
its gonna be love :D :D

i'm feeling happy today, nothing's gonna spoil it. no not you. don't you dare. ((X

2006-05-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

HAHA. after sitting infront of the com for about eh 2hours? haha i FINALLY completed my emaths graphs! yaye. of course i was distracted and multitasking. grins! but i completed it! YAYE YAYE. one hundred claps for charis! *claps a hundred times. :D
yealarh some people may think, chey i thought what big acheivement. haha. but heck!

and yes even though i think have a maths homework too, haha. but i'm gonna watch LOTR later! yaye, i think i'm hooked. like a fish?

i actually can't believe i finished it larh. i mean i hate ~~graphs~~. (:

haha and yea ytd went for my cousin's wedding dinner. ended super late, close to 12. hehs. yea but it was fun la! (:

hoho, i'm super happy thanks to the e maths homework la! hehs. ((:
but actually, i still owe a bjy [oops (: ] , a maths homework, ss qn 1d. yes i think that's about it. i hope so. hehs.

actually my recent posts are all weird, don't you think so ? i think so. hurhur.

the sooner you let two hearts beat together , the sooner you know this love is forever
it's gonna be love :D